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MOVED

2009-09-29T17:16:00.000+08:00

Dear readers of bubblesofcolours,
im officially moving to Livejournal. I've been wanting to do so since the beginning of this year but didn't had the heart to do so.

im not intending to move back to blogger. However, it's just a pity to abandon a blog which I've started since I was in Secondary 3. I shall keep posts here to a minimal though.Thank you for all your support my royal readers. Im moving on.
Here the link:
http://sunshinedancing.livejournal.com

Love,
Samantha =)

Protection

2009-09-08T23:42:00.004+08:00

Actually, I was suppose to say this a few days ago. I know you are sick of me saying, I've gotten over this and that. This time round, I can finally say out loud to every single one of my friends and comrades who had been supporting me for the past one and a half years that I've seen Spring. I've seen the reason for my actions and truth to all that have happened ovr the span of eight months. I guess this is the function of the Buddhist Gods which are constantly protecting me. Also, mummy and all my friends who are protecting me all the way.

Thank you Zi Jing for being so supportive all the while. Supporting me all the way. I guess our situation was what made you understand my sorrows and all that I was going through. I've missed out too much. There's much more things in life waiting for me to do and enabling me to grow as an individual. I will be a better person. I will not shed a single tear for you anymore cos I am stronger than yesterday.

If YOU happen to pass by here, you just have to know that I've got a reply to the letter you gave me years ago and this blog had posts about you. Im never looking back anymore. Even If I do, I'll smile and wave a BIG GOODBYE.

Walk on and move on. This is the momentum.

I might be back, my friends. Keep this blog link.

There's a sad story behind every food poduct

2009-09-07T22:20:00.004+08:00

You know what i wanna do now?
Take MC for tomorrow's ITP. T-T (its just a random thought. of course im not going to do it)

How can anyone survive working in the chiller and freezer then exposed back to the freaking humid Singapore weather for a grand total of 4-5 times a day?! Im gonna get sick luh! My company says that what I do must be confidential. Sad to say, I can't share information about my ITP on my blog. I don't intend to do so cos im so tired today. I can hardly type without noticing that my hand is shaking. Going for hiphop lesson after ITP is murderous. chunky post with incoherent sentences. I can't be bothered anymore.

LALA LAND

Sing to your hearts content

2009-09-06T23:11:00.006+08:00

Met Hysen, Hui Min, Angela and Zi Jing at Hougang mall for a meal. It's like a mini dinner gathering before Hui Min leaves for Japan. Im so envious of you my dear girl! Benji, Xingyi and Minxue didn't join us as they had something on. We were dining at KFC when we saw Huiting. Such a coincidence! She was studying there and we were just having a conversation about her. HAHAHA!

We went to Hysen's house. OMG! I tell you, he's house seriously ROCKS BIG TIME! It's super spacious and neat! To think he was complaining how messy he's house was. Instead, what greeted us was a rather neat and stylish house. It's comparable to something you'll see in an apartment of a private estate.

Actually, i just wanted to have a KTV session at his house. LOL! =P

Im totally in love with his karaoke sound system! Compared to the countless KTV session I had at KBOx and one UBER horrifying experience at the $10 KTV, this is way better. WAIT! I don't think you can even compare them in the first place! omg. We did so many crazy stuff while singing and Zi Jing has it all recorded down. I think it's gonna appear on facebook soon. HAHAHA! Hopefully, our faces can't be seen.

In the first place, we went his house cos Hui Min needs to home visit Shermaine. So after 2 hours of hyper singing session, we has mahjong while the SD chief and Hui Min had a dialogue with Shermaine. okie. I know this really sounds weird alr.

ITP starts tml. Hopefully everything will be smooth sailing tml.

10 days will pass quickly. TAKE CARE HUI MIN! =)

Swensen's Buffet

2009-09-04T17:15:00.011+08:00

IM DONE WITH MICROBIOLOGY EXAM! =DD

Daphane, Jiamin, Lily, Shu Xian, Weiling and me went for SWENSEN'S BUFFET! How cool is that?! HAHAHAHA! It's at ION Orchard. I haven't been to town for like 2 months alr! OMG. The coolest thing about ION is that the moment you step out of Orchard Mrt you see ION. Its just that the tiling for the MRT is very differnt from ones in ION.

We were walking around ION to find Swensens. We couldn't figure out where Swensen was located at. Then we found this!

The very GRAND Swensen's Entrance

That's all i ate can! KO after 3 bowl and a plate. I shared the waffles with the girls cos i really couldn't take it anymore!

hahaha. i like these photos.

Can't believe Shu Xian and me were playing with these toys at TAKA. hahaha! Get more photos from facebook okie. hahaha. I enjoyed myself today! Sadly, i only have 3 days of holidays left. Attachment starts on Monday!!

2009-08-30T12:07:00.003+08:00

Sorry guys and girls! The videos may come up a week later cos im still having exams. im really sorry. FB required 8 hours to load one 899MB video which is like )(@*&(&#*^$!

yea. back to mugging. im really stress now ! T_T

PS. i've made a livejournal account. yea. may move my current blog, delete it or whatsoever. i shall decide during my holidays.

Sent the overdued love letter out

2009-08-30T02:54:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the invitation Zijing! Love my love letter okie!
i love ur party! Especially with the girls. Love ya girls loads. HAHAHA!

FB sucks lah. When i've got the edited video ready, it takes 7 hours to load! HOW GREAT!!! ARGH! i shall go to bed okie. so sick of waiting alr. If u guys want the video and can spare some time to load it onto FB then tell me okie. You'll totally love the videos okie. HAHAHHA!

its close to 3am now. omg. i need to wake up at 7am tml. then more mugging to do. FIGHTING!

2 more

2009-08-29T00:23:00.002+08:00

i know everyone is saying this today, "YAY! Exams are over!"

Sadly, mine isn't over yet okie. FOOD CHEM AND FOOD MICROBIOLOGY!
I shall wake up early to study tml. 6am. come on. i can do it. hopefully, i don't oversleep.

Realised she couldn't leave old pictures in the past

2009-08-26T16:00:00.003+08:00

I CAN'T STAND IT!
IM HAVING A PAPER TML!
IT'S MY WORST MODULE GRADE AND IM SLACKING ONLINE!
WTH!
MOVE IT SAM! RAR!

Things isn't going as well as it seems alright. I was so happy when i thought have finally moved on (at least for a day). Now, it's back to square one. What is this tug-O-war with my heart? i should just motivate myself.

"The important thing is to step forward on the path that you believe is right."
Since I've made that decision more than a year ago, I should just stop dreaming of something out of reality.

S-T-R-E-S-S

2009-08-22T15:02:00.003+08:00

i can't believe im blogging when im supposed to be studying. I've officially slacked for 3 hours alr. i know i shouldn't be complaining but... it's really horrifying! What i meant is the amount of content you have to squeeze in your brain. 4 modules may sound little but the amount of work to be done is much more than that. OH MY TIAN~

Is this it?

2009-08-19T16:33:00.002+08:00

YAY! 3 MODULES DOWN! IM OFFICIALLY LEFT WITH 4 MODULES!

of course. im suppose to be starting revision on BINSAN and PI. Hmmm.... Facebook, please get away from me. i think i should get away from it instead.

I need motivation.

Where are you Mr Motivation?

Simple Happiness =))

2009-08-15T23:52:00.001+08:00

I didn't study the whole of today and my Food Preservation Exam is on Monday! Food Preservation is killing me!

I went for the CIC meeting today. i miss my ASD comrades! The guys went for KTV session and i was so tempted to go! But i still gave it a miss cos EXAM is still much more important. Don't worry! i'll catch up with them soon. Minxue, Huimin, Ming Jay and Keni are going for overseas attachment or overseas trip. Benji, Angela and me just wanna go for a getaway. HAHAHA. very random.

oh man. didn't practice dance for the whole of 2 WEEKS! im so dead for monday's dance lesson. Suddenly,i realise i lost my touch for Reggae. All the techniques and hard work are probably forgotten. I need to work harder! For now, EXAMS!

PLEASE SCOLD ME IF YOU SEE ME ON MSN TML. AHHH!

i just realise my birthday is EXACTLY 3 months from now! =DD

Perseid Meteor Shower

2009-08-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

Im disappointed alright. I stared at the sky on Wednesday in hope of spotting AT LEAST 1 meteor shooting across the sky. Sadly, i saw nothing but the night sky staring back at me. So i thought maybe i could try again on Thursday night. Instead, all i did was chiong my Food Chemistry assignment all night long. Actually, it was until 1.30am. My eye lids felt UBER heavy. AT the same time, I was having a MASSIVE brain jam. I just couldn't think of anything else to write for my assignment, so i just send everything out via email and went to bed. T_T

Nevertheless, i still made a wish cos im convinced that the meteor shower is happening somewhere else. Please make my wishes come true. i was greedy. i made 3 wishes =PP

okie.IM exerting myself too much. I was planning to sleep early but im doing the BINSAN datasheet. ARGH! i feel sick alr.
walk on, go on SAM.

2009-08-10T19:15:00.001+08:00

im sorry my comrades...
i broke more than one promise

ASD CONNEXION

2009-08-10T16:30:00.005+08:00

ASD CONNEXION AT SENTOSA!

I have officially graduated from ASD today! It's really sad. I've made so much wonderful friends in these 3 years. I really can't bear to leave them, but life goes on. Although, i may not be attending university like most of the graduates, im sure i'll get there someday and somehow. (probably 2 years down the road) Gotta thank my ICs and gurls who were there for me throughout my ASD life. Always there encouraging me whenever i was stressed and down. Love ya loads! =D

Now, im REALLY REALLY UBER DUPER TIRED. I have been sleeping at unearthly hours in the morning for the whole of last week. Although I feel bad rejecting all my activities in the afternoon and in the evening, but i really dn wanna faint and end up in the hospital due to over exhaustion.I can hear MOUNT EVEREST calling out to me alr. I probably will say "YAY!" and knock out on my bed at 10pm tonight provided i can finish studying for my test.

yes. i know what im doing. regrets...maybe but it feels great to untie the knot in my heart.
It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what love is. It takes some fears to make you trust. It takes some tears to make it rust, and it takes the dust to have it polished.

2009-08-07T15:41:00.005+08:00

Lesley Roy
Unbeautiful

Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable

When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better altogether

Made me unbeautiful

nice=)

DREAMS

2009-08-07T14:57:00.001+08:00

I came across this on a website:

"Our dreams are there to help us understand more about our deeper emotions and sometimes examining them reveals their meaning to our lives."

I guess i know what my dream a few days ago meant.

Movies

2009-08-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

There's a lot of nice movies coming up these two months. I can't wait to catch them but there's like A LOT to do! I think "UP" will be an extremely hilarious film. i just wanna laugh my stress away. HA-HA-HA! i think i sound crazy.

"9" should be nice too. i saw the trailer in the cinema the other day. Just nice. It starts after my exams=))

There's "Final Destination" too, but i think gruesome shall come later. i need more laughter as a stress relief medicine.

AH! more studying to do. Please let me pass my test with flying colours tml cos i barely scrapped through my paper for PI during MST. GOGOGO! i need to get off my com!

Let's all say " AHH!"

2009-08-03T09:57:00.003+08:00

The luxury of getting a touch phone for SAMANTHA is: learning how to use her phone w/o sending BLANK SMS-es and giving MISSED CALLS to her friends.
Im still learning how to silence this phone and at the same time, setting it to vibration mode. Sorry to those that i've been sending weird sms-es to you. i have no idea how my phone actually goes. hahaha!

i havent even study for my test for this coming tuesday and thursday.
ICA;
ASSIGNMENTS, ASSIGNMENTS;
DATASHEETS, DATASHEETS, DATASHEETS;

OMG!

2009-08-02T12:29:00.002+08:00

Morning gongyo finally resumed after such a long time. After hearing the encouragemnt for today, im seeing things in a new light. We should all forge ahead bravely like a LION without complains or whatsoever. JIA YOU! My tests! I'll conquer you alright! =D

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When i woke up this morning, i found that i was smiling to myself. For that very moment, i really thought my dream was real, but after looking at my surrounding. I realise it was all but a dream. Disappointing, but true. This is the work of REALITY. Then i came across this note in facebook:

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you look eyes with them, you know that every moment that you are with them, they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason! Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere,safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from.. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things.

MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT! Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people who you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, even if it doesn't seem right because you are too young or too far, just follow your heart. Surround yourself with those who make you smile, laugh, and make you happy.

Break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life NOW! (:

We hold our destiny. I shall not dwell on the dream which will NEVER happen in reality cos i believe=)

Footprints in the Sand

2009-07-30T22:47:00.003+08:00

School was exceptionally long today. Part of the reason was the horrendously long 4 hours break we've got before biochem lesson, which starts at 5pm. i was doing food preservation assignment with my friends. It's relatively challenging i must say but half the time we were facebook-ing and having webcam conversations on MSN. HAHAHA!

I really need some herbal tea.I did that biochemistry online tutorial and i kept getting 90 marks out of 220! WTH! I did the tutorial for a GRAND total FIVE times! At last... i got 100. GRR!! So many things to do. As usual, im still flooding my days with so many things to do.

I read peixuan's blog and i felt horrible. I never knew she was struggling that much. I can really empathise and understand how she feels right now. Affairs of the heart are the hardest to control. People used to say time heal all wounds, but has it even occurred to these people that it leaves a scar?

Neutral

2009-07-22T22:50:00.005+08:00

Let's see. i completed (still in the process though) a report today but another one came in today. So current reports on hand

1-1+1= 1.

After Weiling's analysis, i realise we are having either test or assignments like every single week from next week onwards, all the way till end of this semester (not forgetting semester exam). STRESS! tsk tsk. i should de-stress more.

Currently,im making like chocolates every day as if its Valentine's day. My dad just brought 2 big boxes of it back. I have no choice but to melt them and put them into moulds. Im busy eating them too. Let me know if you want some. I'll DHL some over. hahahaha.

Marcus is coming back to Singapore on 7th August. Wonder when Joel will be back.We can finally have our primary school class gathering. hahahha. Guess everyone will be busy other than those waiting to go into uni. time flies alright, and if i don't start completing my report now, i'll be dead tml. but im so tired!

2009-07-20T11:53:00.003+08:00

im dying to dance now. My whole body is aching to dance.
grrr... 6 more hours till end of school.

Allegra touch down to Singapore yesterday! .... but hip hop lesson doesn't start till next monday! =((
i wanna dance now. Open class wait for me!=D

Oxygen

2009-07-14T22:33:00.002+08:00

Oh man. Let's sum up term 2 in two sentences:
1 more report to go and 1 more coming in. At the same time, there's a lot of assignments to clear.

SO MANY THINGS TO DO!

I've been getting dizzy lately. i have no idea what is the problem. Probably need to load gallons of water and herbal tea in my body system to flush out the toxins. Shall start that tml. Everyone around me starts to get health consicous alr. My parents especially, have decided to go for an exercise tomorrow morning because i kept laughing at their spare tires. However, after running, they'll probably settle for breakfast at the nearby coffeshop where you can find all the local delicacies. LOL! i'll make sure they don't do that tml, provided i can wake up that early.

My dearest peixuan and me also started on our 'Food Diary' officially on monday in a desperate need to lose some weight. Which apparently ..... we are still trying to find results. hahahaha. Cos we need to excercise and eat healthy. All these must be recorded down in a book. TAI XIN KU LE! Why is it that easy to gain weight and so hard to lose them? Worst still, im tempted by a lot of food, like my favourite chocolates and rice (yes, i like to eat rice okie)! If this thing works, i'll tell you guys. hahahaha.

Moonlight Resonance

2009-07-13T22:06:00.003+08:00

<<溏心风暴之家好月圆>>

im finally beginning to watch this! woohoo! I have been wanting to watch this since last year. This is the nicest Hong Kong Drama. HAHAHA!

2009-07-11T15:23:00.003+08:00

YES! 1 report down, 1 more to go!
My teacher was kind enough to extend the food microbiology report dateline. i've yet to start on it. I will chiong it tomorrow then. It's kinda sad to spend all my weekends infront of my lappy doing my report.

im feeling a little weird today. body heatiness i guess (as usual). Probably attributed to the late night sleep for the whole of this week.

GTG! shall update later=)

2009-07-10T23:32:00.005+08:00

Collected my SGC and A level cert today. i know im collecting it so late. The SGC looked so nice can, but sadly my grades aren't that nice. I've got the highest and lowest passing grades you can find. I guess no one in the whole Singapore can beat me in that. hahaha. so much for my joke.

Met wenxi and denise for dinner. Our dear wenxi is leaving to study in Australia. Hope she does well there. Competition is tough for local uni admission, if i had the money, i would leave singapore too. Sadly, i don't. At least wenxi is coming back in November. I'll miss her=)

Talking about Australia, i haven't seen Rachael for quite a while. Almost 3 years alr. Rachael! Please come back ASAP!

it's all the workings of my heart. i wish i could press 'delete'

TOMATO FACE

2009-07-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

Went for POLY 50 training at west coast park today. Got sun burnt. it's really quite bad. I've gotta use cold cotton wool to cool my face down. After putting cotton wool (with milk and apparently, the cooling effect worked) onto my face for 10 seconds, the cotton wool is warm. It's that bad.

Had dinner with the gurls and guys. haiya. im a little too lazy to type out everyone's name. We planned this dinner for our dear Minxue and she didn't come. We were planning to have a dinner before she flys off to Disneyland for a five month internship in September! oh well. we took so many pictures and videos and i hope our dear zijing don't post EVERYTHING onto facebook. But just post hysen's one will do. HAHAHAHA!

Hysen gave us a target to work towards till 2011. GO CHINA AND LOSE WEIGHT! LOL! He says that they have a hospital in China which specialise in helping people to lose weight. In 15 days, its guaranteed that 10kg will be shed off.
I've just calculated:
Save $1 000 in a year. So everday we have to save $2.70.
2 years from today we will have around $2 000.

i can probably save up the 2k for myself, if i manage to shed off all my excess weight till 58kg. so i better work hard physically and financially. HAHA!

Half a century old daddy

2009-06-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! =D

My dad claims to be half a century old. In other words, he's 50 years old. HAHAHA!

We ate DURIAN when the clock striked 12 midnight. What a way to celebrate his birthday. I ate so much to an extent that my stomach cannot accomodate anything in it. Imagine how freaking full i was. Everything in the house, including us, smell like durian. LOL!

i love daddy=))

Ants running around

2009-06-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

MY GOODNESS! I've studied and memorise desperately food microbiology for 2 FULL HOURS today! All bacteria and nothing more. Then after that, i went to look at the past year's papers and i was like, " SHIT! on the wrong track!"
Wrong track meaning, wrong interpretation of the topic on what is gonna come out for MST.

My feelings now? Like ants jumping on hot pot. i do so little each day to an extent that it worries me.

Now, im gonna sleep on a bed with no bedsheet covers or whatsoever cos i left the laundry in the washing machine for 2 hours and missed the evening sun. -.-lll

DE-STRESS

2009-06-22T22:41:00.003+08:00

Allegra's lesson is still the best man. It's stress relieving. On a scale of 10 for hilariousness, it scored 20! im sure gonna miss our dear Allegra since she's out of Singapore after TBG.

Who the hell ever invented reports. grrr... so not motivated to do them.
im more looking forward to the DURIANS which are coming this weekend! WOOHOO! I think i shouldn't be eating so much since i've gained so much weight over the holidays. like WTH. Peixuan! let's go run EVERY SAT at CCK Stadium. gosh. i need to burn those extra calories!

What a FINE weather

2009-06-21T21:19:00.004+08:00

Picnic with the WADEVA gurls today. We did experience "fine" weather for the day. When we reached there, the sun was shining so brightly! Just minutes later, it was raining like cats and dogs. After that, it was the bright sunny day again. We were saying how sway we were. Our outdoor outing always ended up with rain & shine. hahaha.

LOL! the photo above is not a joke. NTU faster accept Huibin bah! hahaha!

For Get

2009-06-18T22:37:00.003+08:00

I think im SP's library favourite borrower. im constantly being fine cos i didn't return my books on time. I actually forgot today was 18 june! All i know was, i gotta practise dance with the gurls at RP. hahaha. My hand wave still suck. My left hand is so retard. need to practice more=)

2009-06-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

As u can see, i have currently lost interest in blogging everyday. i really wonder how i did tat in the beginning of the year. I shall find that interest back. Not that i will blog everyday, but i will make it a point to keep my blog alive.

Allegra's lesson are so HILARIOUS! Allegra says that Oschool is moving to LAVENDER after TBG, then to somewhere near Cineleisure. So exciting! So we gotta move along too. =)

Oh man! im online like almost everyday. Although you don't see me on msn and fb. Im just watching movies here and there.

REPORTS NOT DONE!
DATA SHEET NOT DONE!
REVISION NOT DONE!

i seriously wonder where i got all the energy in the world to procrastinate so much.

2009-06-10T15:14:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.
Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel.
"Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her. Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you."
It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way.

Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

How true it is. Time shows all and heals all wounds.

2009-06-09T22:05:00.005+08:00

im finally back from our class BBQ. Its madness! Very fun, crazy and hilarious.

DFST 2A01

Monday, 8 June
Reached there at 1pm to play games. Then, we waited for the rest of the class to come before starting the BBQ. Sometimes i think people should be more appreciative instead of complaining how uncooked the food was. Yet at the same time, they demanded for food to be served. Overall, the BBQ was very fun. We realise something, we were the dirtiest group of pepople among all the BBQ pits. hahaha!

Tuesday, 9 June
Jinyi, Sandra, Eileen, Aniza, Daphne, Weiling, Lily and me stayed overnight there with no beds, tents. We just sat up whole night talking and doing nothing much. For the sake of the bikes we rent overnight, we had to wait for the bicycle shop to open at 10am before we can go home. i was so glad dawn came! cos i was UBER tired by then. hahaha. Train-ed all the way from Pasir Ris with Lily, Weiling and Daphne. All i know was, after Kembangan or Bedok, i really fell asleep. I only woke up when the MRT was at Dover. I reached home home and continue sleeping till 5pm. im still tired. i think i shall head for bed soon. hahahaha!

RUFU RUN

2009-06-07T22:38:00.006+08:00

WOOHOO! SD RUFU RUN WAS A SUCCESS!

i didn't take much photos though. hahaha. i enjoyed myself so much today. i haven't seen my friends for such a long time. miss them real bad. Saw Zijing with her "awkward metal kisses" and all i can say is, im not used to it! Not forgetting, A happy belated birthday to BENJI!
After Rufu race, i went to ICA for 3 steps forward meeting. Sometimes i amaze myself for doing things which are meant for 48 hours. Im still that busy bee. hahaha.

Currently, casualty Sam is typing her blog entry with a sore throat and a backache. It's bad alright. It's aching more badly compared to those Reggae lessons. Must be due to the 7-legged race. i need to rest well.

im so EXCITED for my class BBQ tml! YAYS! FOOD! =DD

I finally understand the meaning of letting go. im so proud of myself. =)

2009-06-06T22:08:00.003+08:00

There ain't no GSS anywhere in sight! it's VERY disappointing. i guess it's not heated up yet. Anyways, i need to save money for my bright future ahead. HAHAHAHA!
Just need to save up cos times are bad. It's not looking good for my dad and mum but im sure it'll work out somehow or another. I think im going for a part-time job.

It's amazing how some things causes the brain to trigger back memories. i need to change the songs which are triggering back too many memories. They shouldn't be flooding my brain cells.

CLASH OF THE GENERE

2009-06-04T23:09:00.003+08:00

I went to O School's Webby today and i saw this. The course i wanna take clash on the same day and timing! oh man. =(

http://www.oschool.com.sg/dance_course.html

thinking out of the box

2009-06-03T23:59:00.004+08:00

You are driving down the road in your car on a wild, stormy night,when you pass by a bus stop and you see three people waiting for the bus:

1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die.
2. An old friend who once saved your life.
3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about.

Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car?Think before you continue reading.This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application.You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus, you should save her first. Or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life and this would be the perfect chance to pay himback.However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again.The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to my old friend and let him take the lady to the hospital. I would stay behind, and wait for the bus with the partner of my dreams."

"Work like you don't need the money, sing like no one is listening, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching."

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my diet plan isn't working a single bit cos im not doing anything correct. SIANS. i just ate whenever i felt hungry. LOL! it's gonna be a busy busy week. FRIDAY FASTER COME! HOLIDAYS FASTER COME! =D

BBQ under the sky

2009-05-30T23:00:00.004+08:00

Went for the Rotaract BBQ with my friends. Im really speechless. Hui Kheng tried her best to organise but something just went wrong somewhere. This is the first BBQ i paid and had nothing much to eat. I had to fill my stomach with KFC after that. I think i shall post the BBQ in pictorial form.

Me . Shuxian . Jiamin

Lily . Daphne . Weiling

Shall update on facebook soon. hahahaha! =D

RAR!

2009-05-28T21:21:00.003+08:00

omg omg omg. i've like 2 reports on hand. 2 more coming next week. To be frank, i've not started on a single thing yet! HAHAHA! Poly life is so much slacker compared to JC but the amount of content you have to squeeze in your head for one semester is crazy!

SHIT! i have tutorial tml. you've guessed it, i've not even touched it. LOL! im gonna come home after school tml. Shall skip cello lessons in school. =P

SAM IS TRULY BLESSED! HER WALLET CAME BACK! WOOHOO! =DD

i really NEED to start on my alienic tutorial. argh.

FORTE 2K09

2009-05-24T18:20:00.002+08:00

SAM IS FINALLY BACK FROM FO CAMP!

Actually, im a year 2 and a freshmen, that's why i need to attend my CCA's FO Camp. Camp was tiring but FUN! I feel bad for that guy who accompanied me for nightwalk. He wasn't scared of the 'ghosts' that jump out of nowhere but got a shocked by my scream. HAHA! I survived night walk!! i love the RETRO night too! dance dance dance and more dance. =D

Back to reality: i've got data sheets, tutorials and reports to do! yoosh!

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I've got rejected by NTU. i was expecting it since Huibin sms-ed me on sat telling me she was rejected. on the second thought, i've appealed for it. now, i just need to wait.

FLOOD

2009-05-21T21:59:00.003+08:00

im still in a dilemma. Should i go for my camp or reggae lessons? i missed my reggae 1 final lesson i can't miss reggae 2. you get what i mean right? But if i go for dance, i'll be late for camp. the fact is, i dislike camp. cos i have phobia for them. SIANZ. Plus, i don't understand why am i having a camp when im holidays 2 weeks later! im chiong-ing for bloody loads of written reports and data sheets this week! Food chem, food preservatives, food micro and the list of modules goes on and on.
STRESS STRESS STRESS~

Huibin told me if NTU haven't send any letter means my application is still processing. This means im still on waiting list. It's kinda amazing cos my results aren't that fantastic. If someone rejects any offer, then I can probably get into NTU. BUT i like my course and the people i meet in SP ( except for some exceptions in SPSD. i really can't type it out cos i'll be responsible.)

Meanwhile, I'll pray i'll survive my 3D2N camp. FIGHTING!
PS i know i sound like im going to war. haahhahaa!

诚实面对自己

2009-05-17T22:31:00.004+08:00

Im typing my formal report now. It's more like wholesale copying and pasting from my practical manuals. gosh. i have TOTALLY no idea how to do it. tml is gonna be a long day.
i still have microbiology and process instrumentation data sheets to do! Maybe i shouldn't even be stubborn right from the start. My stubborness has caused me millions of catastrophobic events. None of these would have happen if i wasn't so stubborn. IM procrastinating...

I need to get my A level bio textbook back for some photocopying but sadly, i don't even think i have the time to get to Jurong to get the book from Elaine. im still considering when should i get it. i feel like clinging onto my parents like the koala bear. i sound so stupid.

i whine too much...

Lost

2009-05-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

I LOST MY WALLET AT BUGIS TODAY!

I made a police report and the police sort of laugh at me.

Police: How much money was in your wallet?
Me: erm... 50 cents
Police: okie... (trying to contain his laughter)

The main point is: ALL MY CARDS ARE MISSING!
PLease! whoever who took it, just take the 50cents and return me my wallet.

i can't believe this is actually happening.

one by one

2009-05-16T00:25:00.003+08:00

i deleted the previous post because i think it's too emo. That doesn't sound like the bubbly me who laughs my head off at the slighest thing.

Reggae took my knees away. Never ever act smart and wear basketball shorts for reggae lessons. I wasn't even expecting floor moves today!!! We did like 2 eights of of dance steps on the floor and my knees are red and aching now. We also did a full out for the routine and even Xuehui say it's like very tiring ( probably due to the lack of warm-ups). Im really tired can. Im so crazy, im actually going for Reggae open lesson tml.

I just finished my BIA data sheet. like FINALLY! I had to play reggae music to keep myself awake while doing the datasheet. Then more tutorials, datasheets and formal reports to do. Plus, the memorising of musical scales. BILLION MILLION of things waiting for me.
I'll conquer you!

LALA LAND time! =))

It's the grey sky

2009-05-14T18:29:00.003+08:00

i had a good laugh at myself. i just updated the WADEVA blog instead of mine. hahaha. it's okie. i contributed a long post. HAHAHAHA!

OH MY TIANNNNN~!

I don't like my food tech modules cos it's full of physics. i prefer food science though. =D i don't like Process Instrumentation module cos i always get called by teacher cos she likes to call the last person in the class, which means im always called.

#1 I have got loads of report to write okie.
#2 I have tutorials to be completed and i have yet to start on them.
#3 I have data sheets to complete which i have no idea what to do.
#4 I have got to memorise the majors + learn the proper way to hold the bow of the cello + tune it correctly + pull it correctly and make it sound in tune. (im still at C Major)
#5 I am TIRED & stress

survive tml my dear sam. and i still have my Reggae lessons!

Bottle Neck

2009-05-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

Hiphop 2 took my head away. We did head isolations for 30mins! Warm ups were more vigorious than usual and i almost died with Allegra checking my posture and stuff. Overall, hiphop2 was fun =D
Now, i gotta practice for Reggae lesson which is on this fri. I love Reggae but im just a little too lazy to pract. =P

2009-05-10T23:37:00.001+08:00

im freaking stressed out. starting from year 2 in poly is stressing me out. ARGH!!!

Temperature VS Lanyard

2009-05-05T22:54:00.003+08:00

SP makes it complusory for us to take 2 temp readings and post it onto the STRES system. Really have no idea why it's called tat way. Anyway, temp must be taken and lanyard with our student admin card must be shown. grrr...

oh man. i dn understand a single thing in some instrumentation module today. It sounds like total ailenistic (if there's such a word, which i dn think so) language. i can only scratch my head and think harder. argh! why does my physics suck? Even biochemisty sounds weird. i think they cut down too much content and made everything sound even more confusing.Actually, it's like A level cut down by 85% of content and depth and what's left makes you scratch your head. and SHIT! i gave away my A level chem and bio textbooks when i still need them for poly! ARGH! =((

Sam will be a hardworking gurl and go for cello lesson tml. =)

Get Low

2009-05-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOO! SAM HAS GRADUATED FROM HIPHOP 1! =DDi love allegra's lesson. She so entertaining! Although i gotta admit sometimes her core training is very tiring.
hiphop 2 here i come~~

That's her solo video which we sabo her to do. She said not to put it on facebook so i decided to upload it here. opps! =P

PS

2009-05-01T22:49:00.004+08:00

Met up with Hysen, Benji, Huimin, Rena, Kaiyang, Minxue and Zijing at Cine to watch a movie. Cnt believe Cathay doesn't show X-Men. It's okie. We got to watch PS I LOVE YOU instead. It's so touching. i almost cried when the female lead sang at that bar. "i still love you..."
The sweetest thing was her husband (who passed away) got everything planned out before he died. The things he did were so sweet. Oh man. The movie just makes me so emotional!

Slight updates for this week since i was so busy. School is okie. Made new friends who updated me a lot about the school. I think it's my good fortune cos they are really nice people. Angela and Yumin were great. Thay tried hard to make me fit into the school faster. hahaha. love ya loads. =))

New school means new environment and yes, i got lost! yes. i got lost in SP cos it's UBER HUGE. I really had a good laugh at myself when i got my practicals and class venue wrong. hahaha. but it's okie. i can learn from my mistakes. Next week is ODD WEEK. Gotta remember that. hahaha! alrights. need to hit my bed soon. im aiming to lose 1kg each month. Gotta get myself onto the tracks soon.

RAR! i'll conquer you, all my FATS! HAHA!

LIFE TIDBITS

2009-04-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

i read this in my email and i found it very interesting and at the same time very true. To all who find 24 hours not enough ( tat would include me. always desperatly finding more time to sleep), this should do the trick. *winks*

The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again ifthe jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand.. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things---your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else---the small stuff. 'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you. '

'Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness... Spend time with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18..'

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled and said, 'I'm glad you asked.'

'The coffee just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

2009-04-26T00:50:00.002+08:00

went to kbox with WADEVA today. oh man. i suck at singing now. Practice really makes perfect. i think i better start practicing on my singing skills soon.

The gurls were great. hahaha! yes yes. wad are we doing next month? CAN'T WAIT! woohoo! photos shall be uploaded later. hehe. im so tired now. =)

2009-04-26T00:49:00.000+08:00

RAR! IM SO TIRED! I WANNA SLEEP NOW!

but im addicted to restaurant city. opps!

PHYSICS bring out the worse in me

2009-04-22T18:04:00.003+08:00

HOW COME THERE ARE PHYSICS MODULES IN FOOD SCIENCE AND TECH?!
The last time i actually studied for physics was like 3 years ago. come on. Physics totally sound ailen to me. I've got like a tutorial to do and im nuts about it. Plus, there's a tutorial tml. how wonderful.

3 days of school and im burnt out. Mon and Tues are the most horible days. Lessons end so freaking late and it's filled with ZILLIONS of practical sessions. I am still trying to familiarise myself with the school like how to get from one place to another. yea. CLS is very far from Dover MRT! ARGH!

oh man oh man. why did i do tutorials which I don't need for tml!

i have a feeling NTU is not accepting me alr, so SP is the place. Anyway, I still can further my studies after my diploma (provided i work hard enough). shall go off to study loads more.

New Chapter

2009-04-19T23:45:00.002+08:00

hello hello. im really busy. let's just make do with this post. shall do more updating when im free.

#1
i need to apply for ez-link card or else i must walk to schl alr.

#2
i doubt i have anytime.

#3
i need to pack my bag now cos schl is starting tml!!

Long and Sweet

2009-04-14T23:48:00.001+08:00

Let's make this a quick update before heading for LALA LAND.

1) Sam just quit her wonderful-can-get-fat job this mon due to her school. My colleagues gave me a box of Ferrero Rochero ; butter biscuits and some snacks. i didn't expect them to do that cos i was just a temp staff. i miss them alr. i miss my slacking job too!

2) Hiphop lesson on mon was slow. We learnt only body wave which i had already did in Reggae, so it was a breeze for me. Probably they accent the wave in Reggae. Not sure too. I just know the pace of lessons are slow.

3) FINALLY and OFFICIALLY im in SP. Settled my admin stuff; my wrong assigned class; and im getting my notebook tml. There's still more things to settle. This is utterly horrible. I would never ever want to do such 麻烦 stuff again.

4) I've decided to see a chinese sensei after 2 weeks of enduring the pain from my left knee. The pain is due to my irregular dinner time. Actually, i think it started out last year when i was taking A levels. My meal times are so horrible that sometimes i really wonder if i was eating necessarily. Got acupunctured on my knees ( 5needles on my left knee and 1 on my right & 1 on my tummy!) It was a painful experience okie. i was screaming and laughin at the same time. i know. this sounds crazy.
i can't imagine having Reggae lessons this fri. Let's all pray Sam comes out of the classroom with her legs still attach to her body. hahaha.

5) I NEED TO FOLLOW MY DIET PLAN CLOSELY!
CLARIFICATIONS: im losing weight cos im really overweight. ( no longer slightly anymore)
maybe i should really go run the track at SP.

woahs. okie. nites!

WADEVA @ THE SINGAPORE FLYER

2009-04-07T23:18:00.008+08:00

come on! i was so excited for this trip to THE SINGAPORE FLYER with the WADEVA, but it didn't live up to my expectations. I think i wasn't as disappointed as Ivian who read on their webby the things you can see. hahhaa. We totally had a hard time spotting merlion that's for sure cos it was block by an UBER bright stadium light. Here's the trip in visual form.

Wants to know what Sam has to say?

Please call her back to the flyer when they have completed all the construction works OR someone wants to treat me for a dinner at the flyer. (if none of those happen, i dn think i would ever wanna get onto it again)

2009-04-06T13:47:00.002+08:00

#1
Sam should stop fretting on how many people has got accepted by NTU and are happily dancing away with the letter in their hands under the moonlight, since she has obtain a place in SP!

#2
Don't zone out during HIPHOP lesson later. just like what i did the last week!

#3
Stay unaffected!

SWEET COMEDY

2009-04-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

I spent my weekend watching "Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason". This is a hilarious romantic comedy. i totally like this part.

"Five weeks later, weight...four thousand pounds and I am enjoying a relationship with two men simultaneously. The first first called Ben - the other Jerry (female lead wraps in blanket and holding onto a tub of B&J ice cream). Number of current boyfriends...zero."

HAHAHAHAHA!

Apparently, she broke up with the man who love her for just the way she is. Even though she was fat; in her thirties; and never fails to embarras herself. Such a man has most probably fail to exist in reality.

No B&J ice-cream for SAM!

Reminiscing

2009-04-04T23:45:00.001+08:00

Went jogging with Peixuan at CCK stadium. i jogged 7 rounds and walked 1 round. please applause for me! im finally seeing some light to my "shedding 6kg diet plan". HAHAHA! On our way back home, we cam-whored. This was done in a certain extent that i find myself kinda retarded.

For the sake of my DIET PLAN, i'll say my final goodbye to all the SWEET and (yes. although i hate to admit this fact)FATTENING ice-cream, chocolates, candy (im not a huge fan of candy but, oh well, this is just to be on the safe side), waffles etc etc etc (and the list goes on and on and on and on). Actually, i turn to this stuff when im feeling kinda down. Guess Sam feels down recently? okie. im vexed over uni application and first day in poly as a year2 student.

Peixuan came over my house for lunch at noon. She was suppose to use my scanner to scan in this SUPER ANCIENT PHOTO. (try spotting me!)

Since my scanner was down, we couldn't get it scanned, so we took a photo of it. cool eh? Im still in a midst of finding my classmates. I was quite surprised these people actually remember me! Partly must be due the fact that most of us live in the same estate area? the CCK area. hahahaha!

Afterwhich, we went shopping at tamp for some sweat pants. Sadly, Peixuan didn't get ANYTHING at all. While Sam, on the other hand, got quite some things. opps! okie. Shopping for her NIKE dunks will come next week. okies. im exhausted. Shall head for bed. =)

Mark it out

2009-04-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

I went for medical checkup at SATA today. I still don't understand why do we have to do a body checkup just to enrol into poly. Uni even doesn't require that. Grrrr...

I have to do a chest X-Ray. (to check for wad? im breathing correctly?) From now onwards, i will mark out all my period dates every month. (sorry to all the guys reading this)
Sam is a lazy girl. She doesn't mark the dates out and when doctors ask her, "when was your last period?" , she just goes ,"err.... i don't know."
I think i pissed the doctor off. The doctor pissed me off too. I really have no idea when was it. The doctor even ask me if im pregnant. OBSOLUTELY NO!
She was VERY rude when she did my X-Ray for me too. hur hur! WTH.

My BMI figure says, "SAM YOU ARE SEVERLY OVERWEIGHT! PLEASE LOSE SOME WEIGHT! (6KG to be precise)."

This must be a APRIL FOOLS DAY JOKE. ='(

2009-03-30T23:25:00.001+08:00

i love ALLEGRA's hiphop lessons! :))

Put yourself in my shoes

2009-03-30T23:10:00.004+08:00

I checked out the module for year 1 at SP and i went AHHHHH! The modules look very AILEN to me. Strikes are wad i learnt in JC (or sort of smthg i learnt in JC).

~~Analytical & Physical Chemistry~~
Materials in Practice
Chemical Process Principles A
Introductory Food Science
~~Critical Reasoning Skills~~
~~Basic Mathematics~~
~~Character Development~~

~~Inorganic & Organic Chemistry~~
Chemical Process Principles B
Introduction to Microbiology
~~Reporting Writing & Presentation~~
Engineering Mathematics I
Software Applications - Spreadsheet
Innovation, Design & Enterprise in Action

Year 1 or Year 2?
come on ppl. need more advice. There's the tagboard at the side. Thanks.

Shake your head

2009-03-28T23:47:00.002+08:00

Went to open class Reggae with Peixuan. omg. I CAN'T CATCH UP! I think half the time for the choreography, i just screw it up. Halfway through the lesson, i spotted Brian at the door looking into the studio. *FAINTS* Actually, i screamed. hahaha! I just had Reggae yesterday night and today, im having Reggae lesson again. Just imgaine how my lower back feels like. This is embarrasing. They are posting the video on youtube. oh my 天~

I went to Queenway Shopping Center with Peixuan and Brian. Guess what i got? NIKE SHOES! YES! New shoes like finally! My pink nike shoes are gonna retire from action soon. Peixuan got the basketball pants which she's been telling me for so long. Then it was home sweet home!

Hiphop lesson is on monday. YAY! i'll make my RED NIKE SHOES see the light. HAHAHA! =D

oh oh! thank you guys for shopping with me today. im so honoured. hahaha.

All you need is a little spice

2009-03-26T23:39:00.004+08:00

Peixuan came over to my house after my work and we practice hiphop. Never knew how little things can affect the whole look and feel of the dance. WE ARE STILL LEARNING OKIE. hahaha:D

Practically after dance, we went a little too hyper.

IM HAVING REGGAE LESSONS TML! Still can't do most of the techniques. *FAINTS* You totally can't smoke through Reggae2. i need to be more diligent. hahahas. gotta catch my sleep. nights.

Mr crush is talking to me=))

boo!

2009-03-26T11:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA SEE!

There's more than a million reason to SMILE

2009-03-25T09:14:00.003+08:00

heelloooss! Peixuan and I just recently embark on a mission. This mission is to find all of our PRIMARY school classmates (crushes included too) on facebook! hahaha! it's amazing how much a person can change over the years. Since my social circle in primary school was very small, i doubt i will add many people. Even if i've added them, there a high probablity that they have forgotten me.

Another Challenge i gave Zijing is to do 2 hours of daimoku everday. Wonder how she's coping. TO ZJ: hey babe! enjoy your atttachment. my fav TV programmes quan kao ni le! need to catch up with u very soon on our challenge. =)

i've sort of understand why im blogging so little nowadays. the reason: nothing much exciting to blog about. Everyday is the same old routine.

WAKE UP . MORNING GONGYO . WORK . HOME . EVENING GONGYO . SLEEP.

Still, I can't help to notice recently, i've got more reasons to smile. Im accepted in SP in the 2 year diploma for my favourite course! YAYS! =))

it's EVRYWHERE!

2009-03-24T22:40:00.001+08:00

oh man. The flu virus is going around the office fast and furious. Everyone is either coughing or having a sore throat. Probably it's partly due to the weather too. im so lucky it's not coming to me.

SHOO! GO AWAY VIRUS! take care everyone!

Work is mandane. It's a good thing i chat to Jiemin every now and then. hahaha! totally lifts ur mood! Someone actually email-ed her and address her as MR THAM. unbelievable. tat person must have failed EL cos jiemin dn sound like a guy's name. hahaha.

2009-03-23T14:51:00.002+08:00

Im happy! Daddy fixed the computer that crash. i shall go home to use Facebook later. I totally love facebook. you can find ppl you wanna find for years. yup. hahaha =DD

Going for Hiphop lesson later. i didn't even practice for it. i think i'll give myself away as soon as i start dancing later. Then coming tuesday and wednesday, Sam will be down with muscle aches. This sounds kinda bad. erm... okie. i shall enjoy dance practices while Peixuan goes gogo gaga over her eye candy in hiphop class. hahahaha!

A MILLION KAPPAS OF EFFORT

2009-03-22T22:03:00.003+08:00

Went for Youth Kenshu @ TBSC today. i never knew how refreshing Kenshu can be. Learnt a lot of things. most importantly, it has renewed my determination to work harder for Kosen Rufu. =))

Thank you Zijing for the wonderful dinner. Our challenge begins tml!

Revive my com please

2009-03-20T10:23:00.003+08:00

House computer is down again. im so lucky i still have my office computer to turn to. today is friday, which means... NO MORE WORK! WOOTS! =DD

There are reasons for me to feel happy today.
#1 PAY DAY!
#2 Reggae Lesson!
#3 WEEKENDS are coming!

I have a feeling that i might be down with a bad muscle ache on Saturday. HipHop lesson left me with such a bad muscle ache that i could hardly walk properly on tues and wed. That was so horrible. Let's pray Sam reach home in one piece today.

2009-03-19T22:34:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 2 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP TO MY JC FRIENDS!

Remember the days, WE:

- attempted to study together and ended up talking
- rush our PW
- pon lectures (during JC1)
- slept during chem tutorials
- struggled to keep awake during bio lectures
- surviving soccer lesson during PE in JC1
- supposed to study for MID YEARS but ended up at East Coast Park
- Cam-Whoring in toilets
- surviving PE lessons which always ended up with at least one casualty in the class ( you all know who is responsible)
- mugging cum crapping sessions at the concourse after school
- went through the torturous A Level period

EVERYONE LOOK SO DIFFERENT NOW!

2 years really change a lot of things alright. 2 years, it's all about 2 years.

Boing Boing BOUNCE

2009-03-16T22:59:00.006+08:00

Attended my very first HipHop lesson today. oh my goodness! I was just standing behind Allegra, so most of the time she was correcting me. The whole of today, we did bouncing. Yea. My muscles are aching so badly now. My thigh, waist, shoulder.....

The good thing is, I SURVIVE! YAY!
The bad thing is, i might not be going to work tml. Plus, i still have Reggae this coming Friday!
oh my 天~! >.<

Jia you to Sam!

2009-03-15T18:48:00.000+08:00

Had ASD mtg today @ TBSC. They wanted to end on time but the mtg, as usual, overrun. yea. Went for lunch with Elerie at Raffles City. Had Ben&Jerry ice cream. Seriously, i can die of the sweetness of the ice cream. I think the both of us almost became diabetics. Thanks to Chang Jye and his $1 off voucher to Ben&Jerry.

I NEVER EVER wanna go to IT FAIR on the last day! EVER! Elerie and me wanted to make a trip down to Marina Square to get her scarf and guess what? We got caught in this crowd which are all heading to Suntec City. Due to the rain, everyone ended up using city link. In addition, due to the overwhelming response of this fair, Suntec was crowded and they rolled the shutter linking to Suntec down.WTH. Got stuck at City Link. you should have seen the crowd. it's so crazy. Anyway, i manage to get off the crowd. yea. WE SURVIVED! Got our stuff and headed for home sweet home! =D

Just Do It

2009-03-11T22:33:00.003+08:00

Im kinda busy nowadays. Gotta apply for uni and stuff. I realise if you average out my grades, it says triple C. AAAH! im not even sure if NTU will accept me. i actually spend 1.5 hours with courses and bursary application. So time consuming. By the end of this week, i'll apply NUS and seriously, if NUS accept me, i'll be a miracle. im so desperate to get into uni that i might just accept any course they offer me. e.g Engineering ( the most hated course cos i need to study Physics)

My mum say i can apply NYP and now, she's comparing me with other people. saying wad waste time and stuff. she even say my faith isn't strong! argh. if uni accept me, would i have to resort to this state? people ask me to try applying:
SIM - too ex
SMU - i dn like to do business

i should just chant for a miracle to happen.

P.S Huimin! here's the link for the NIKE DUNK SHOES. Happy online shopping at Sydney.
http://www.finery-shoes.com/products/products_view.asp?P_ID=40403

LOST

2009-03-08T15:07:00.007+08:00

I've really hit the bottom the past few days. I cried like some crazy woman when i saw an E on my result slip. i guess that's what you get when you don't try hard enough. i know my friends are trying hard to encourage me, but try putting yourself in my shoes. Would you still say my results are not bad? im not blaming them cos they can make it to uni. Thanks for all the hugs and support ppl. i guess my bio would bring a smile to my face considering that i didn't even pass it once. not a single time. U grade all the way for bio from JC1 till prelims and suddenly a B for A level. This is really unexpected. i should be thankful.

Now, im standing infront of crossroads. im lost. really have no idea what to do. im dn feel like taking some courses i hate to the core just to get a place in the uni. Still, i'll try.
Thank you for those who consoled me. Loves.

My right hand is aching for no apparent reason since last fri. Even typing hurts. get well soon to me.
PS huimin! get me some grapes from Australia leh. dn show me the picture only.

BOOM!

2009-03-06T18:43:00.001+08:00

TODAY MY WORLD CAME CRASHING DOWN

sorry

2009-03-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

just came back from ASD daimokukai.

YES! i will be positive for tml. =))

07S04 Gathering

2009-03-04T23:23:00.002+08:00

Here goes nothing....

i took photo with the math goddess!!

here's our hilarious hidaya

yuxuan!

wenxi . denise . me

in da process of playing UGLY DOLLS!

Afterwhich, we played a game called DIRTY MIND. Someone will read 3 'dirty' clues to you and you must guess what is the 'clean' object.

Example:

1) im long and round with a hole in the middle

2) someimes you can suck me

3) if you blow me, i can shoot.

ANSWER: straw

seriously, we just kept laughing. HAHAHAHA!

BLOCZ

im glad im in 07S04. i can't imagine myself in other BIO classes. Loves!

The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.

2009-03-03T21:58:00.002+08:00

okie. It's finalised! im so excited! 07s04 is having a class outing tml. woots!

Venue: MIND CAFE
Time : 6.45pm at Bugis mrt
Note : Please bring at least $20.

Seriously, as the proud organiser of this event, i have no idea how to get there. However, Bugis isn't that big. No worries. We'll get there alright. HAHA! Let's enjoy ourselves to the max! cya guys! (okie more girls than guys) =DD

Sweat my calories away

2009-03-02T21:53:00.001+08:00

Hitachi has stock check today. Since my company has stock check, we have free food and snacks. oh man! i shouldn't eat too much! I actually found a website that sells pretty and relatively cheap (compared to market price) NIKE DUNK shoes. omg! hahaha.

Hit the gym with Peixuan after my work today. I ran 2.59km while she ran like 3plus km. Apparently, i look like i didn't work out in the gym at all. but i did. i did so many things can!

Peixuan: eh! you don't look like you worked out at all?!
Sam: huh? really meh?
Peixuan: no kick is it?
Sam: hahaha. i dunno leh.

okie. i shall run double the distance on the treadmill to make it look like i ran. hahahha!

2009-03-02T16:11:00.002+08:00

I saw this today at the MOE website in the afternoon.

Release of 2008 GCE A-Level Examination Results on 6 March 2009

1. The results of the 2008 Singapore-Cambridge GCE Advanced Level Examination will be released on Friday, 6 March 2009.

2. School candidates may obtain their result slips from their respective schools from 2.30 pm on 6 March 2009.

shall blog more when i hit the gym after work and come home tonight.

Sweet & Lovely

2009-03-01T22:35:00.004+08:00

Went for one of ASD CIC, Alice, wedding and it was so sweet! I can't help but notice i was smiling to myself. it's a happy occassion alright.=))

After the wedding ceremony, i headed for lunch at IKEA with Engpeng, Junhao and Min Kit.

After lunch-ing for one hour, we came out of IKEA and BOOM! it just started raining heavily. The weather is so unpredictable. one hour ago, we were fanning ourselves with papers and the next you'll wish you had a jacket with you.

Rushed down to bugis to meet peixuan for some shopping spree. (omg. im not suppose to spend so much). I bought a dress! yes. i'll wear it when i go out with my frens the next time. In order to buy my dress, i actually waited for the stall owner to come back okie. While waiting, Peixuan and me totally treated the shop as if it was ours. Taking whatever we like to try (actually, i was the only one trying the clothes). LOL!

Got tired. went to makan. We were actually going to Aston but the bloody long queue scare the both of us. We headed to The Indulge and im glad we did! That shop have MILLIONS of awards. I seriously recommend you guys to go there. The food is good and i found an eye candy there. He was so cute looking. AHH! why am i getting so excited. lol! Peixuan found him cute too and we were both so high can. hahahaha! Alrights! some photo to end this post! WEE~!

2009-02-28T22:19:00.002+08:00

SD held it's 25th Anniversary at Senja Kaikan today! woohoo! and SD choir sang. hahahhaa. totally enjoyed myself. Pnelope just makes me laugh until i wanna cry. hahahaha.

Sam still have to sing for someone's wedding tml. it's like a last minute thing. Need to reach TSC by 9.30am to practice the song! omg. come on. brain. pls work.
PS im not singing alone okie. a group of ppl are singing together. hahahaha=D

omg! today is the last day of feburary! unbelievable okie. 6 march is coming alr!! im feeling... erm.... i think you can imagine yourself. The reason why im having such a terrible time is because.... (you can refer to 9 nov 2008 blog post). Whatever might come, i'll face it. oh man! oh man! oh man!

Go to sleep sam. dn think too much.

2009-02-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

"What is the difference between a chinese vampire and an english vampire?"

This was the classic phrase of the day. hahahaha! We learnt the 'row-the-boat' technique today. we practically kept jumping in Reggae today. i need to catch my breathe!! Xuehui came up with a wonderful plan. She made us do this technique across the dance studio. We can only do this 4 persons at a time. OMG! yea. i sort of cheated. i took big steps and made it across the room in less than 10 rows. HAHAHAHA!

After dance, i did something super sinful. i had waffles with ice cream! please. don't make me fat, otherwise mummy will nag again. Brian had something more sinful. Brownie with gelato. hahaha! While Angela and Huimin got some drinks, Yumin refuse to have anything. They had their last hip hop session while im still left with one more reggae lesson. HUH! HUIMIN'S GOING TO AUSTRALIA NEXT FRIDAY! gotta do 1 eight of choreography next week in our own groups.

huimin! how could you leave tat day! Since you made it up with my fave choco, i'll forgive you. hahahaha! THANK YOU!=DD

i shall head for bed. need to report at senja kaikan @ 10.15am tml. most probably, Sam the sleppy head will oversleep. opps! nights! =))

2009-02-26T13:46:00.007+08:00

**NOTICE!**

07S04! We will have a mini class gathering next week. PLEASE confirm your attendance with me. We should all make an effort to meet up and DE-STRESS just before the release of results.

LOVES, SAM! =DD

****************************************************************

Sam's back to daily routine of staring at the com screen.my daddy revived my com at home yesterday. YES! Make sure it doesn't die later on.

Life is full of ups and downs.

you cry when you are sad.

you feel passionate for some things

you laugh your head off at your silliness

you manage to cheer yourself on despite all the challenges you face

Helen Keller once said, "Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadow. It's what sunflowers do. "

That is what Sam will do. =DD

PS im having bad memory recently. need more reminders!

2009-02-25T15:51:00.002+08:00

I've finally got my leave approved for next friday. phew!

Office is as usual: BORING! Fear not, i always manage to entertain myself. Wenxi said that this year, people who are born in the year of the Horse tao hua yun very good, but i dn see mine anywhere. LOL! Maybe cos im TOO BUSY. These few months are really the get-attach season. hahaha. Sam sends her sincere blessings to those couples. you all know who you are! *WINKS*

2009-02-25T09:42:00.002+08:00

My computer at home is officially dead. oh my gosh! Does it have to die now?! Then my uni application in the later part how?! nvm. i shall use my office com. HAHAHA!

Sian. i think the company can't approve my leave next week. Which means NO GENTING TRIP and NO RESULTS?! Sorry Cass, didn't manage to get my leave and of all times, the company decided to have stock check next week! =(( i've been dying to have a holiday ever since A levels ended. Currently, im still stuck in Singapore. AHHH!

i can't believe Feb is ending. Didn't it just started?! omg. im in a totally different time zone alr. Once again, i forgot someone's birthday yesterday. SORRY!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY QIU CAIYING!!! =))

im still 18 and you are 19 alr! =DD

2009-02-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

i just remembered. i need to pay my bloody mobile phone (not handphones okie. i learnt this in GP) bills. Grrr... and i burst my bill the last month. AHH! it's expensive! Then, i need to pay my transport fees. Office is so boring. i applied for a new job today. hahahaha!

Sometimes i feel my mum just gets over sensitive over my life. im getting used to it ever since after A.

2009-02-23T11:05:00.001+08:00

Another nightmare. omg.

PLEASE DON'T COME TRUE.
PLEASE DON'T COME TRUE.
PLEASE DON'T COME TRUE.
PLEASE DON'T COME TRUE.
PLEASE DON'T COME TRUE.

I need to get at least Bs for all ESPECIALLY GP!

I have a small wish. i wish that the school will call me in the morning on the day they release the results. That will mean either i score straight As or my 3H2 are all A s.

HAHAHAHAHA!

i can't believe that im joking about this. There's news speculating that 6 March is the release of A level results. Sam only have PLAN A. tat plan A is: GO UNI!

2009-02-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

STOMACH FLU GO AWAY!

The naeseous and dizziness got worse this morning. My stomach felt weird too. Luckily i asked zijing to get me medicine from the pharmacy. Practically, i went super drowsy after medication. Xingyi was nice. She took care of me. =D yes yes. i survived the SD meeting and made it home without fainting on the streets. haha. i took a peek in my organiser and yes! im finally gonna have 3 days of proper meals next week!

it's always been on and off breakfast cos i have no appetite in the morning. Lunch which i force down my stomach cos it taste too bad. Dinner... i didn't eat any cos i was too busy. That explains my stomach flu.

GET WELL SOON SAM!

why am i consoling myself? okie. i feel sick. need to feel better.

2009-02-20T23:34:00.005+08:00

Reggae lesson was kinda relax today. hahaha. We can actually chat and dance every now and then. Sam made more friends today! yays! Huimin was the photographer of the day! OMG! You are too efficient! you actually upload the video on FACEBOOK?!! i thought huimin was just joking when she said she's gonna upload the video. omg! take the video off ur blog too luh. T_T

I serisously think im a little sick. I felt dizzy, nauseous and even experience diahorrea early in the morning. obviously, i've gotta miss work for the day. argh! i think im getting the nauseous and dizziness again. it's getting kinda bad that i think i need Angela's stomach flu medicine. Grr... need to rest well. im having a whole day of meeting tomorrow.

2009-02-18T23:05:00.002+08:00

Today, Sam found the truth. The truth is Sam still haven't gotten over him. He must be a hundred steps ahead and she's still at square one. As far as she hate to admit it, she is still numbing myself to a certain extent. She has been so busy for the past few days with the activities that she packed in her organiser.

Today, she has finally see some light to her problems. From today onwards, she'll tackle her problems head on.

Today, Sam rekindled her passion for singing. She's gonna dedicate her life to singing, like she's dedicating to Kosen Rufu, cos it makes her happy.

Today, Sam found the truth.

Today, Sam convinced herself.

Tomorrow, i'll do even better.

2009-02-17T23:36:00.001+08:00

my arms are aching now. It's not because of some dance lesson, it is because... i went for a shopping spree with Peixuan. opps. my mum is gonna nag again. My wardrobe is SUPER DUPER packed alr. it can't seem to fill in any more clothes. omg. i thought i just dump a pile of clothes. -.-lll

Met PeiXuan for dinner today. had a SUPER sinful dinner but its OKIE! HAHAHA!

that's my 11 years friend =))

I kept laughing the whole of today cos i really can't stand the way peixuan talk. LOL! Thanks for consoling me gurl.

Thank you for all ur hugs and support darlings. Sam loves all of you!

i wanna watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button! maybe after reggae on fri? hahaha.

2009-02-16T16:57:00.003+08:00

I actually had an outrageous thought today. i was thinking to go home, dump all my clothings in the lugguage and leave for a holiday. i seriously need a holiday to think things through. Things are just getting too overwhelming nowadays. i feel suffocated. This is not a solution. This is just an excuse to run away from reality. oh my. oh my. Sam is losing her optimissim.

越難走的路, 越走越容易

i hope spring is not far behind.

2009-02-15T20:37:00.005+08:00

i went for basic leaders training at Senja Kaikan today. omg. i actually survived it. yays! Actually it wasn't that bad. hahaha. omg. im going for work tml. Another robotic scheldue. Go to office, process orders, clock 8 hours, get off work and rush for whatever meetings i have that day. Tml huibin is gonna be discharged! Gotta find time to visit her at her house.

i suddenly want a hug. who's gonna volunteer? hahaha

i think too much. move move move.

2009-02-14T23:32:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 500th BLOG POST & HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!

i experienced an emotional rollercoaster in just a day. This is the very first time i felt this way. Shanshan came to chant with me this morning and we had lunch together before i met WenQing for ASD meeting. i had a dialogue with Shanshan. Yes. Sam got braver today. Although it was hard, but i managed.

After ASD meeting, i thought i should pay a visit to HuiBin at NUH even though i was only given 1 hour. Im glad i visited her. i really know how it feels to undergo an operation. you really need someone to support you through cos she stood by me during my sec schl days. i almost cried when i saw HuiBin but i held back my tears. I didn't want her to feel any worst than she was. i talked to her and was happy she actually finish her plate of porridge. I heard she didn't even finish half a plate yesterday. I think she was really happy i visited her. hahaha. I talked to her for short while. okie. 1 hour actually.

Afterwhich, i rushed down to IMM on a cab.sorry! i was late! GRR!! it was expensive okie!!! im NEVER EVER gonna take taxi unneccesarily again! I took the sliver cab. i wanted to take the blue one (okie. wadeva it's called) cos it's cheaper, but tat person at the hopital taxi stand dn allow me to take it. tat was stupid can. but the taxi uncle was great. My fare was $10.25 but he say forget about the 25 cents. hahaha. this is good fortune.

Anyways, Valentine's Day was super fun. I met my DARLINGS for dinner. I got them Daisy flower. It was till today that i knew that flowers have the ability to cheer ppl up. I saw daisies in the florist shop and they cheered me up immediately! That's why i got daisies for you ppl. haha=DD

Guess where we went after dinner? We went to GIANT to get pots and pans! im not joking okie. Angela say her mum gave her a newspaper cutting on some cooking pot on offer ( i think it costs $17.99). Actually, Angela took that. Then we walked around GIANT and she found a better deal. 1 cooking pot + 2 frying pans for $24.99. Obviously, she took that. hahahha. i still cant forget tat scenario. Angela just went,"eh!这个这个很划算 leh！"

LOL!

We were making our way to da MRT when we saw someone lying motionless on the ground with a puddle of blood. i went nauseous. Sometimes, life is just so unpredictable and unfair. We are only given one chance. Im learning to cherish everyone around me more. i realise i like long term things. Like friendship. its just wonderful.

Thanks for making my Valentine such a wonderful day! Loves.

ps: please take care of the daisy okie. hahahaha! =DD